:(

I try to be strong and not let things get to me me so much but sometimes, I just can't handle being alone.
It feels like there is something he isn't telling me because he is acting very different, like I don't matter to him at all. He said he had been thinking about us getting together and now it's like he doesn't even care. I don't know. I'm probably just being stupid. But he got me to say things, things I wouldn't tell others. Now it just seems like I'm a joke to him...the way every guy treats me when he doesn't want me around anymore but is still talking to me so that he doesn't hurt my feelings...

Why can't I just focus on school instead of trying to have a guy in my life? :(